Thursday, October 28, 2010

And darling, you should know, I have fantasies about being alone

Whyyyyy do people blog? There's many reasons I suppose. Why do I blog? I think my thoughts are unique? And maybe I can somehow.. ugh. I can't do this. I do not want to talk about me. Every time i sign on here, I start talking about myself and I delete it and I get on facebook. By this I mean, the majority of what I write on the whim is me trying to figure out how my brain works.. or something like that. So I don't want to bore the cyber world with THAT. My drunk roommates want me to take them to WalMart. No. I hate dealing with my drunk friends when I am sober. Because that's what i have to do every time- deal with it. My lust to drink alcohol dissipates by the year. I could probably make a solid chart of my alcoholism from 15 to 21. It starts in the middle, spikes at 17-18, slowly declines until now, where its practically zero, and spikes back at 21. Well, I assume I will want to drink when I'm 21. I like to be allowed to do things. It becomes clear to me more and more that I hate breaking the rules, whatever they are. What a wet blanket I am! Well anyway, drunk friends are SO annoying. Drunk people are be funny, but drunk friends are just annoying. That's an almost solid fact I believe.


To the date, I have officially have been getting a period for 9 years. Woooooo! I know you were curious. Goodnight.